Tired of......................( may contain some uncomfort) If your sensative, don't read! Plus i don't want to get sued LOL!

Hey, I'm going to China soon. Finally i can get out of this country. Can't wait!!!!!! At least i'll have a bit of peace for 5 days. I can't take this country anymore!!!!!!!! I wish I could go back to Australia. I really do. Its a shame though :( I always get sad almost everyday. I try to control it but I can't! Its just too damn difficult. Someone told me that if i think this country is 'good'. Then I might believe it but it ain't working.I need anger management class. I really do. I have an issue that can't be solved. Its not just about this country. Its also about the people in this country.I'm getting crazy! Sometimes at my school, my classmates will talk about the things that have been happening in Malaysia and most of it ain't good. I try to make me feel better but at the end of the day, i feel the same. The only thing i like about Malaysia is the food. I admit its really good!But food can't make me feel better everyday. You might dissaprove of what i'm saying but i can finally shout out how I feel! There is also one thing that I don't understand. I know there are a lot of rich people in Malaysia, but if your so rich. Why stay in Malaysia> go somewhere else. I would. You would be better off. That is just my oppinion.

You might be wondering that if I really hate this country, why don't I just move. Well I will I don't care how I just want to leave and maybe come to visit every once in 10 years. ok Enaugh about me getting angry. I don't want to be sued or anything. Can't wait to grow up!

Fit for a princess

Hi! I'm sooooo happy because on the weekend i bought new shoes, new shirts and new skirts and pants well actually shorts. My shoes are awesome! Can't wait to buy more!!!!!

Help me!

Hey! i am a bit more relax today. If my last post made you angry then i'm sorry but i had to really say these things because we are getting dumber by the minute. Anyway enaugh about Malaysia society.

I'll tell you what my Malay teacher asks us to do. She told us to write a speech within two minutes about what we like. I haven't decided it yet because i like a lot of stuff, there's to much to think of! What am i going to do! i have to pass it up on Thursday and i have still not written anything yet! The worse part of it all is that on the day of the speech, we have to say it without the paper, and if you didn't know me very well........... let me just tell you that i suck in Malay. I only speak broken Malay. It is just shocking to know that a Malay can't speak Malay. I can understand it but i can't speak it fluently, but one of my friend is worse. Not only he can't speak Malay! but he knows the bad words like bodoh and shut up and cacat. It was so hallarious seeing him understand what bodoh or cacat means!!!!!!!

Anyway I hope i can figure something out because its almost due in two days!!!!!!!!!! -sigh- What can i pick!!!!!!! i have lots of hobbies like: swimming, playing badminton,art,sing and dance. So it is very hard for me to choose!!!!!!!!

To Syafia Humairah..............

Hi, I have been quite upset no wait very angry lately. This is because of what i heard in the news. I'm sure you've heard of it but if not let me just recap for you. A girl dies with bruces and cigerretes stains on her body. Actually her mum's boyfriend is the one giving her those bruces. I coldn't believe how stupid that guy is, she is only 3 years old and she dies because of him. The worse part is that her mum 'never notices' it.Palease how can the mum not notice the bruces on her body when she likes baths her or something she is 3 after all. She is also 4 months pregnant with the boyfriend's baby!!!!!!!!!! If he doesn't like kids, he doesn't need to make a kid. He can either get a girlfriend that doesn't have kids or not make kids at all. That guy really disgust me!!!!!!!! Now he is police custody for police investigation, but i hope the police will torture (beat) him until he cracks. Or the police can do the same thing that he did to the girl. I am also angry at the mother. 1st is for picking a bad boyfriend and secondly is that she claims that she didn't know anything about the abusing! That shows how bad of a mother she is! she can give all types of bullshit excuses but even a busy mum can tell if her daughter/son is INJURED!!!!!!!


She shouldn't even have a kid if she can't notice these little things.This just makes me angry and i can't take anymore stupid things that happeneds in Malaysia anymore!!!!!! I'm only 12 and even I know that this is the stupidist thing anyone could've done! Jeez people are really not civilised. I really feel pitty for those who thinks that abusing a child is 'good'. I also heard that the boyfriend passed the ball to her and asked her to return it but she was far away so she threw it (commen sense) and the boyfriend got angry and threw it to her very hard! How dumb is the boyfriend. I hope he dies with torture and he goes to hell!!!!!!

But these are only one of the millionth things that i'm upset about this country. Theres too many. I can't stand stupid people that act this way. Its not allowed in my book. If its a small matter, its fine. For example ( robbery), but if its like this! Then I hope they get whats coming to them!

I'm also upset at the witnesses, because they sawhim doing it to her with their own eyes at that exact spot more than once and they didn't try to stop him or call the cops. Only now they turned him in. Come on people, i thought your smarter than that but apparently not!

Anyway i would like to say to Syafia ( her name) that i hope you have a safe passage and may you rest in piece ( and also the guy will get even more tortured than you and he'll deserves it!)

Here have an egg.

Hey,let me tell you a little story. Last time I went to a Malay wedding. At the end they gave me a bad full of cookies and then they gave me an egg. It really puzzled me because usually in weddings they don't give you an egg or maybe its a tradition or something i don't know. It is soooo funny to me because its like they are saying " hey, thanks for coming to my wedding! Have an egg." Wouldn't they know that we have enough eggs already?????? If we wanted eggs, we can go to the shops not a wedding. If you know what the egg is for please comment coz its driven me nuts!!!!!!

My exhausting week!!!!

Hey guys, this week was exhausting.I hardly stayed home to do nothing! Instead, we went out everyday. Like on Monday we came back from camping with my family and cousin,on Tuesday and Wednesday we went shopping for new clothes and I also made my new I.C. Which will be done a month later.Then on Thursday i went to my friends house to play with her and play at her apartment's pool. It was so much fun sliding down her slide.then on Friday,my family went to my great uncle's wedding. It's a long story about the name that i have to call him. So basically i hardly stayed home only to sleep, and now ( Sunday ) I just came back to another wedding. So i don't have anytime to rest!!!!

My trip with my cousin and family!!!!

Hi, just came back from my one week holiday with my family and cousin named Deniel. We left on Saturday but on Friday after school I picked up my cousin at his house. I always enjoy going to his house because its so caotic . Anyway so on Saturday we went to Damai Laut for a vacation. So once we arrived there we straight away went to the swimming pool because i looooooooove swimming so does my cousin so we swam about 1 or 2 hours. It was so fun and my cousin kept jumping in the water while doing flips then after a while he says his back hurts. He is such a monkey. Anyway then later on in the evening we had dinner by the beach then my cousin and I played at the playground and talked and teased each other for a long time. Then in the morning we went kannowing in the beach. I went with my dad and my cousin went with my sis, and my cousin will always say faster faster to my sister. It was so funny! we also crashed each otheron our way out to sea.After that we went back to the pool to have our last swim because it was our last day over there.

Then we went to Bentong. It is in Pahang. We stayed in a rest house. So the next day we stayed there to play in the rest house and it was fun.We did other things too but there wastoo much so I'm not going to tell you, but after a few days we went to Raub to stay in another rest house and the next day we went to a sungai. There was a waterfall over there but we coulsdn't swim because it was high tide and it rained that night so it had a very strong current.and my cousin and i named it sungai cokebecause the colour was like coke then we changed it to vannila coke and then we named it sarsi. It was a lot of fun playing in the water and wetting each other for no reason. Then on our way back my cousin was talking about people that look retarded id they have dimples. So i told him that i had two dimples and then he called me 'CACAT' which means retarded in Malay. So we were aving a fake argument about how i looked. After the fake argument i asked him if i am cute and do you know what he said? He said ' boleh tahan'. Can you believe that little devil. He is not little he is only three months older than me but still he acts like a monkey ( litterally). Especially in the hotel, he would do flips on thbed and run and jump on the bed.My sis and I couldn't stop laughing so hard.

Anyway there is a lot more to it but i'm to too tired to explain. I almost forgot to mention that my bro didn't come with us because he didn't want to and also because it was already squishy in the car. Anyway, I can't show you any pictures because THe camera was brocken but i hope it will be fixed soon!!!